some recent inspirations: random things from my granddad's house
ovals, borders, frames, circles, patterns, ornamentation:

this has led me to several new ideas that are all very different but have all sort of come together into a nice idea for a fresh new series... pushing the idea of MIXED MEDIA- I want to use more machine embroidery, sewing, different shaped panels, things falling off of panels, cutting into the paintings, works on paper, a couple of instillation fabric and mixed media pieces of spills... I want to use assemblage and 3D materials, beeswax, encaustic, and quilt pieces

ideas running through my head lately:
spilling
covering
disintegrating
shadows
cycles
i am THINKING about reworking an old piece... and using it as a piece inspired by Hosea's wife, Gomer- the prostitute who leaves and comes back several times, returning to old habits and how this can parallel with so many behavior patterns...
In Francine Rivers book
Redeeming Love, she writes a contemporary story of Hosea and Gomer and there is a scene when Sarah (Gomer) comes back the last time to stay where she goes off to the river to scrub herself clean of the city and the life she had their in the brothel, she scrubs and scrubs and gets carried away and Micheal Hosea comes out of the house to her and it is this beautiful moment where he gets to share with her his heart and the heart of his God and forgiveness and mercy....
I was thinking about pouring a warm white paint all over the top of this and then scrubbing and using sandpaper to see how far back to this I could get... and then I thought about doing some of that and that took me to some more ideas...

ive been really looking at leaves that are disintegrating or being eaten away at by weather or bugs or whatever it is that does this to leaves... in some of the ones ive picked up, you can still see the veins in the holes- barely holding on- so brittle and delicate..

so i want to rip away at the piece literally, cut/tear holes into it and add to it fibers and handmade paper that will look like veins in the leaves that are left behind

I am also thinking of doing a couple of fabric pieces that are very minimalistic and mostly different shades of white and transluscent fabric that looks like it has been scrubbed and washed and disintegrating becuase of the rigorous scrubbing trying to wash out stains and wash the past away... they could be displayed on a clothesline like they are hung out to dry after being washed...
and a small study:

using pieces from one of my ceramics projects with similar meaning about spilling out from within... whenever I think abstractly, I see these petal leaf-like pinched and flowing shapes mixed with thick liquidlike something pouring... today I poured candle wax onto this... tomorrow I am buying some Beeswax to experiment with